many things are running in my head and i just don't know where to start and how i should put it.. hmm..

WAIT, you may wanna read all. hahas, if it's too long just skip to read on what happened on the 19th! i wanna share on how my amazing CG tricked me into something! :D (Scroll down..)

the week has been great! (really) :D
been waking up very early to evax in TP, for the first time!
yeah it was fun as we are offering Ben & Jerry's voucher worth of 10bucks! (;
i shared before that i wanted to join to be mentors for the engineering school.. haha, guess i don't regret not joining. teehee..

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haha yehh, met jenny on 15april to catch "Run Papa Run" movie. it was just okay~
and yesss.. we kinda make a deal to get that Creative MP3 together! gahh, haven't ask my Dad yet XD
happy spiritual birthday to fiona leow(buddy!) and ying hui!
*claps + whistles* whooooo!~

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16april, guess what's the occasion? HAHAHA.
yesss it's my 5th year spiritual birthday! LOL.
evax and then went out with mian bao gang to vivo!
Initially, it was planned to give Liling a surprise as her birthday is on the 18th. haha but they did to me as well! *shocked!
treated me a movie- "Definitely, Maybe" LOL. this show's kinda complicated.. enjoyed it overall; better than "Run Papa Run" :X
thank you so much for the photo album! and yes, all the times together (:

i think that day was so busy that i almost forgot to make a wish for my spiritual bday! ;D yes, i treat birthday wishes very seriously!

So much to say, browsing through the photos taken since the past years.. i really really can't thank God enough for allllll the blessings and challenges that i've got on hands! has been another year of breakthrough; another year of pain and joy; another year of running; another year that i've hold on to God and Him alone (:

would admit that i didn't run all the way this past year, i did walk and slow down. sometimes certain things i may even feel numb already because i've heard or seen it many times. still, i choose to hold on. i choose to look to you.

ever wonder why i keep saying all the God-thing in my life(?)
because i really really need this God-thing in my life! and so is everyone..
(sounds like PS.Jeff >.< )
and He is reallll..
what shall i say to make you believe man-

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17aprilto shirley, very very sorry i didn't get to meet you on thursday! and shuh fen too!
oh yeah, heard some shocking news about my house rental thing from Mum..
Lord, i trust you will make a way out for us! i know you will be our ever providence!

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18april was chui yee's and liling's birthday! :D
evax, lunch, and then went to geck ting's house for some rest.HAHAHA. most of us fell asleep while watching Death Note show! yesss sleepy~ -.-
went to chui yess's BBQ-chalet in evening.. causing me to miss CG dinner. :((
this has always a problem, gotta be in two places at once! i know it's impossible.hoho..
(gosh, my eyes are getting tired blogging this long post)

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19th april was also Joycelyn's, Titien's, Priscilia's birthday! :D
cool huh.. many people shared this special day with me. hee..

i met up with caiman early in the morning for Mentoring! and yes, we were late again! HAHAH. oops. got a warning from Ling :X
taught those naughty boys in class.. thankfully cheng lai was helping me out! haha he's a teddy bear luhh! XD think most of the kids would wanna listen to him oneee.. for me, got pretty irritated by the fact that i can't do my job well as a mentor. those little boyyyssss..they won't listen to meeee! :(
GAH! led captain's ball game this time with caiman and cheng lai. i think it was better leh just that i forgot to include the mentors in! :( what a morning! haha.

another surprise from my fellow mentors! i was tricked! again... -.-
initially they said that we will have lunch together with the seniors, the plan was to discuss and evaluate on our performances, and also to learn more from them on how to run the mentoring sessions.
BUT, another cake came! *shocked- :O (really)
but that cake was also meant for Ling luh, her bday was only on the 18th. (:
another cake = can make another 3 different wishes! HAHAHA.
ehh but thank youuuu! i'm very touched! ((:


chiong to write cards for mabel alone at orchard emerald.
hooo.. i think most of the auntie-cleaners there are lonely people. :(
can see from their faces, and when they clear up you can hear the clink-clank-bang! of the utensils and stuffs. luckily i was not chased out as i didn't get anything. heheh.


I was superrrr happy to see East B & C there!
get to know a number of new people too.
haha they lighted 18 sparkles for me! and the cake- dawn's empty yoghurt cup! LOL.
thank you wendy for praying for me! & DHS is growinggggg..*claps!
for all of the affirmations and prezzies, really thank youuu! :D
certain things that you shared made me goes; "huhh i was like that?" haha.
it was really God and the people in the church that molded me to be who i am today!(:


Met my CG in nexus. hmmm felt kinda weird, something amiss.
i was really confused and fearful man. what happened!?
saw shirley looked very downcasted. and shuh fen kept saying "i am very angry you know.." huhhhh..
ok went to service, geck whispered to me: shirley overslept and was an hour late in meeting the care group. well and shuh fen is very angry about it. hmmm man! how can this thing be happening ahh.. it's just a minor thing i thought.
it made me praying for the whole service.

talked to shuh fen in the toilet. lol.
you know, when this kind of thing happen.. i want people to reconcile. so ok, we went to 2nd level of le meridian to talk. hey, i really share my heart out and try to get them together. shuh fen doesn't say a thing or even apologise; shirley looked sad and her eyes were teary. gah. i'm caught in the middle.

mag called us down, so we kinda left the issue dangling. -.-
*shocked! (yet again!)
"lestari ah, lestari..
omo ah, omo.."
HAHAHAHA :D
yes another surprise! oh man.. they got me 18 donuts for my 18th year!
another donut = can make another 3 different wishes! HAHAHA
i'm so gonna get _ _ _. now still left with 7 of it at my house. lols.
thank you all for praying for me!
thank you for the book! it made me go WOAAAHHH.. :D
my ever first birthday celebrated in tertiary! uh huh (:

AND ANDDDDD...
the whole quarrel and cold war between shuh fen and shirley was allllll FAKE!
gahhhh. got me feeling so dumb and tricked! -.-
and i went: "bu hao xiao lor!"
(copying geck's all time favourite phrase)

i think i broke the record in saying the most THANK YOU in my life today!
i thought it's just a birthday, just my date of birth what..
haha.
but it is the day God brought me to life.
and the life is his and his alone.
for me to live with the purpose given.
nothing beats about that.
yes! :D

thank you all for making my day GREAT!
thank you for all the affirmations and prezzies!
thank you for the whole drama thing!
this goes a long way, and i'll surely remember it! (:
thank you God for you alone that keeps me going!:D


9 Two are better than one,
because they have a good return for their work:

10 If one falls down,
his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls
and has no one to help him up!
-Ecclesiastes 4:9-10




*i will live a child in awe of You